why ?

why am i worrying about YOU ?
why my mind kip flash back about YOU ?
why the first person i need to msg is YOU ?
why the first thing all i will thinkabout YOU ?
why ?
WHY ! ?

haiihss

fuck me ?

fuck me ?
iziit ?
fuck me yahs ?
okies . go on ~
its just simple n relaxing the days without euu ~ thanks GOD
i dun care what u fuck me .
i dun care what u critic me .
BUT please dun be OVER .
thats all .

what the hell is going on ?

WHY!?
first time i feel so DESPARATE .
the first time i feel so UNCOMFORT .
the first time i feel so LONELY .
the first time i feel so DISSAPOINTED .
why would this things occur in my life ?

the whole day full of f***ings mood .
frm morning till night , did i smile ?
morning wake up , dad crap , crap till i fed up
PONTENG .
when PONTENG he will find many reasons to talk . F*** i dun like those stuffs .
afta that hp drop . just bought then drop . WTF is going on ?
at night . been scolded by DAD like DOG .

i just wanted to find YOU to chat about what i feel , is it wrong ?
YOU the one who say i dwn tell u . and nw i tell u , what u replied me ?
few wordings that make me feel uncomfortable .
if you were me . i just reply u this stuffs of words what would u feel ?
cant u just feel what im feeling ? and what the purpose u reply me that msg i knw ? u din ever tell me whats going on with YOU .

nevermind . its fine . HURT cant be paste back .
i just cant imagine YOU told me those stuffs .
FINE .
u just mind what i tell u .
thats all .

IM RELI DISAPOINTED on YOU !

16 October 2009 , a SAD day ~

yesterday nite , had some conflict v sumone who i cares much . i knw im BAD . i cant even gv u the happy that u want , but evyday i try hard to gv u the happiness that u need . but , i reli nt want this thing happen , its just an misunderstand . its my fault , i din find out properly then just shoot u without reason .
But . what u told me isit true ? u said that YOU WONT DOWANT ME , WONT LEAVE ME ? but nw ? i text u , fb-ing u, msn u . what i get ? i just get a white message . i knw i mess u up with me . but , i reli nid to change my this attitude. to change my attitude cant u just be myside n help me change ? if u want leave me just tell me . i dont care hw much hurt that i need to bare . i can dun even care bout the hurt feelings , as long u happy . i knw u nw moody . the biggest hope that i can hope is hope u happy back . i dn want to see u moody .
although u din reply me , i will wait . wait for ur reply . i wont give up so easy . as long as u happy u din reply me i oso feel happy aready d .

at the END ,  i RELI cant AFFORT TO LOSE YOU ! i NEED YOU BACK . cant just gv me a chance . its RELI JUST A MISUNDERSTANDING

MISUNDERSTANDING  KILLS  ME  =(

12 SEPTEMBER 2009

Today is a day that left alots of memories to me =], so ngam bday falls on today,and the right time =].

12 smtg wake up,bluring, then continue online till 2 smtg ,

aft that go TS cz VICKY wanna celeb v me. Reach TS,terus go STARBUCKS for first "TEA" xD,cz din ate dou anything when lunch~ After that,call that celine, dia knn~ hear ad taktau cakap apa, fine . mai chap her terus call VICKY ask dia kat mana~ after that, find him kat arkid =], LOL as usual INITIAL D, ( im NOOB in this game , but BEING ADDICTED ='[ ). After that saw dou FCH,then have a chat v him,see him play KOF = =,after that,Cursed Jeff,Cursed Gary,Cursed Jonathan walk in =], find them chat lai chat ki, then find back FCH = =. after that, FCH ajak go out, ma go out lurhh, go out see dou two gals = =. THIS TWO GALS MEMANG ....... NTG TO SAY~

well heres da story xD,

FCH : ehh ,see dio two gals near the staircase?
MII: yah, apasaiii ?
FCH : wahsehh! sui ahh~ the green shirt want.
MII : so ? (cz bo see dio clearly = =)
FCH:  ya lah,sohai, sui ahh..
MII : cheh , nt intersted.
( dat time da gal see dou us ad >< paiseh siall ) babi betul dat FCH haii mi T_T knn~ @@
FCH : jom go take her number.
MII : take for what? want take go take urself.
FCH : MJB =.=
then we walk to da arkid geh door there...
FCH : ehh aii maii? we go take .
MII: cincaii u luu~ u want u go i teman u nia.
then da gal lari chao go ktv liaos.

then, we go in arkid again, see dio snooker table bo ppl liao FOODS! played 3 rounds.

we bet : who lose who pay.

fine~  the final result that i gain are : WIN 1, LOSE 2

but dunknow why , MR.FCH so kind , go pay for it =.= pay till he duno LOLS.

after that, FCH want go KTV walk2. when we go in ktv geh time see dio da two gals again.

wahsaii -,-, da gal see us like we wanna follow them, run go toilet.

FCH scold them SOHAI , NICE JOB! =]

after that, go out KTV liao FCH say he feel hungry, then jiu teman him go down food court, until food court ad, he say wanna go MCD buy drinks =.= ( because can refill) nvm luhh. 'teh' diao teman him go down. when at mcd smtg happens again.

FCH : eh s.keat, just nw snooker i pay hw much ar?
MII: RM10 luu.
FCH: anjua i get RM1.20 nia?
MII: ohh full amount RM7.80 maa~ u pay RM10 sure RM1.20
FCH: har?? knn~ i pay all ?
MII : yah larhh~ ( smile face =] )
FCH : i tot u pay half i pay half.. =.=
MII : mana i tau u? i want pay eh time u pay kii liao.
FCH : alamaa~

LOLS,FCH getting older, nyanyuk ad. xD,then i pay his MCD beverage for him =] to repay back da snooker amount~ =] ,after that get up food court back, call chun kit come down,

and have fun with him xD.

after that, go up arkid back, then duno y suddenly saw sumone,alama >.< i bo chaii her, she chao ad >.< SORRY TO her ='[ . i nt tiao di want , dn angry harr xD. then go play INITIAL D,

woots! suddenly someout at my back O_O wahsaii ,turn head ... ITS HER! ^^

damn happy cz can see her. xD

then blablabla. play lerhh ,she say she want chao ad, then ngamngamm i want chao pun. i standing at her behind dia pun taktau >.< .

then go down eh time din see dio mum. call mum n hav some conflick v her. blablabla.

then go starbucks, saw dio VICKY and yeansan sun ~ =]

then chat chat chat, then , got something happy moment appears again . =] shhh~~~~

after that,call dad come starbucks fetch mii, then go FLEMINGTON makan2 =], call her go pun >.< 1st time she sms me but FLEMINGTON babi place NO LINE T_T late recieve~ knn@@', then she chao le, i go out call her patah balik again, then she patah balik lerhh, she paiseh see dio my parents >.< alamaa. where can paisehh gehh .  celeb bday mahh>.<. aiyyoo, then she go panorama eat ownself T_T , i menyusahkan her T_T.after that call dad fetch me go find her ^^. BUT,SOBZ LET HER WAIT TOO LONG LERHH, SORRY T_T,then she take me v her sista go GAIGAI ^^, go ts play INITIAL D aagain =] muahaha. then fetch mii back ^^.

soo happy =]

VERRYY THANKKS TO HER, LT MY BUFDAY WISH COME TRUE ^^ =]

THANKS THANKS TO HER ^^

HOPE THAT EVYDAY CAN GAIIGAII V HER ^^

JUST LOVE HER =]♥♥
MY HEART WONT EVER CHANGE =]♥♥

09-09-09 NICE DAY MOOD PUN NICE =D

Today damn siok,

tak da kena dio ORAL TEST yt ,

muahaha, emm as usual ,

come back , play 5800 =]

alamaa.. just recieve dio many many mesages that '090909'

= = to mii is useless. i JUST WANT HER nia

damn saDz. Cant realised that taiping got fairlady jorhh =X

sObz.

AIMING WHICH CAR BETTER ?? =]

stop right here.

will post someting interesting soon

xD

JUST LOVE HER =]♥♥

=] HAPPY liaos , EMO bye2 =]

aiks. finally happy liaos.
=] EMO bye2 =]
so LOVE this happy feelings
aiyOs, alama. act just a misuderstanding >.<
happy happy happy =]
can smile liaos.
at least good than EMO-ing =X
hope my mood will be like that for forever =]

PROMISE euu :
~ nxt time wont like that lerhh .
~ hear urss gehh nxxt tiime.
~ wOnt make u misunderstand again lerhh .

I CAN DO IT GEHH =]


nites all =] tml got sch lerhh . gotta rest early =]


JUST LOVE HER =]♥♥